story end.
im empty now.i hate myself.i hate my life.i hate everything.no matter try hard im also keep throw bck by tis word.fact really cruel.is a nightmare!is damn scary when i woke up.i cant feel any warm when awake.my heart was cold is juz lyk -ve celcius.everything changes over the time passes.y u can say left den nv care abt my feelin?u shld stay wif me 4ever !u shld oways thr 4 me !i hate memories!can any1 help me take away?cryin is juz a temporary suck idiot action when truly heart pain.lyk no gt pill can let u get well.now i really is nobody.sometimes even the words thanks isn't sufficient to tell u.how much i appreciate the time you hav spent on me.
your patience.ur lameness.ur crap n ur willingness to make me laugh.even if its at the expense of ur pride as a guy.
i cannot even begin to tell u how mmuch tat means to me.
cryin everything out durin the cold nite was good.i guess days have been really tough.wan continues my life without any shoulder can lean without any 1 can really understand me.without u..without the warmest hand leave thr 4 me anymore.even more wan to start a new life frm today.its hard to run away from reality pretend tt everythings fine .but we oways have to come bck to reality .I MISS U A LOTS but cannt tell u rest of my life.I NEED u all the time whenever happy.sad or angry..down.
but u just can be my friend.its really sad part.FRIEND?wad the meanin of tis word.
i lose wadever in love.y i cannt be the winner in love war?predestined im the lonely till the day my heartbeat stop?wad could i do now?continues live in dream?walk out frm the scary nightmare?i duno...i gt no idea to knw abt it!i knw im be hurt so deep!its lyk cannnt heal the wounds .
wad wrong i did?ya...concluded im nt the good gal.im nt the best partner.im jus can gif guy stress...let them toughest.is tt true?
all memories will oways keep in my bottom of heart.
have u ever loved and lost somebody
wished there was chance to say i'm sorry
cant u c
tat the way i feel about u n me
baby have you ever felt ur heart was breaking
lookin down the road you shld be takin i should know
cos i loved and lost the dayi let you go
cant help but think tat is wrong
we shld be tgt
back in ur arms where im belong
now im finally realise
it was 4ver i found i'd give it all to change the way the world goes around
i knw the moment 's gone i'm stil holdin somehow wishin i could change the way the world goes around
cos i loved n lost the day i let u go
yes i loved n lost the day i let
yes i loved n lost the day i let u go

no one ever said tat life was fair and i'm not saying tat it should be
so knowing tat u are wad u wan to be and n i'm not com
but don expect me to be happy 4 u
and don smile at me and tell me things will work out 4 me too
i don want ur pity ,
i hate ur pity,
taste ur vanity n its sweet bitterness
as u hide behind ur veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
u took them all
beg u to make easier and listen to my hopeless cries
suffer alone in emptiness
send stares into ur meaningless eyes
cant be without..
STRONG i need most


I've been dumped in loneliness side
memories keep comin
it ended bitterlyi think i'll continues waiting till the day my heart says...
it has given up ...den i would too...