~happyever life~

2009-10-29T21:17:00.001+08:00

THANKS FOR THE MINNIE PUZZLE((:

I'm really touched n surprise(: thanks a lot a lot!

HAPPY BIBI^~^

2009-10-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

THANKS sooo much my girls and the boys((:

especially the girls n 2 kiddy boys!~(abu,yanmei,shiashia,looloo,giegie,j.ling,qianqian,shake n issac)

xie xie for the surprise,the wonderful dinner n the red+pinky shirt=D heeheeeheek!!I LIKE IT A LOT A LOT A LOT!!=D

u all boomzzzz!!!=)

2009-10-23T10:33:00.001+08:00

I'm going bck jb later(:yeah!i am so happy!

i am blessed(:

HAHAHAS!

2009-10-20T16:18:00.000+08:00

WHAT HAPPENED?

2009-10-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

Wonderful words,quick spoken.

Wonderful words,quick broken.

I hate the strange feeling.

I hate the sleepless night.

Ifeelsadwhenyouarenotsonear.

2009-10-14T00:23:00.003+08:00

I DONT WAN SCHOOL REOPEN!!!!

4 more days))))))):

T.T

2009-09-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

IATOU(J)=D

His called make me clear my mind.

congrates n glad to hear that u gt a good job right now.

maybe

It might be too late for something,but we r happier for our life.

noregretcauserelationshipispredestined.

2009-09-13T16:34:00.003+08:00

OMGOMG!I SAW HIM IN VIWAWA MAHJONG SESSION!omgomgomgomgomgomomg!!!!!

(J)mihssimi

2009-09-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

I gt bck my result today!I PASSED ALL THE MODULESSS!hehehehehekkksss!
NO MORE SUPP PAPER!wohoooooooosssss!(clap clap!)
yeahyeah!!!!IM GONNA ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS!
i wan go genting,kl,sunway,a famosa!ice-cream buffet!shopping shopping n shopppping!

dad promised bring me go mac later!i gtg!BYEEEEE!
goodnight!ppl.

my bestie-->kiyo thong(:

IMH(J)

2009-09-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSS~!

i finally come update!hahas!IM ENJOYING MY HOLS!!!!=D

the only wish(i can passs all the module)

IMH(J)

2009-08-16T12:32:00.002+08:00

U're the only reason to make me smile(:

exam around the corner.i haven even touch the book..HOW GREAT!ahhh!give me some motivation!I NEED IT BADLY.):

2009-08-03T00:22:00.013+08:00

FINALLLLY FINALLYYY i come update!wohooos!

ESCAPE THEME PARK+WWW day!IM DAMN HAPIII!seriously enjoy wif qian qian,qian qian's didi,miss liew ,zac n quek!OPPPPPS!memorable day!thanks for raymond wong ah!LOL.

cs favourite ride!LOL.she shout like damn funnnyyy!HAHAHS!
COOL PARTNER!

2 pretty+2 siao kia

the only one group photo.(:

i miss u didi!u vy brave man!

my dearest!LOVES.

lalas!

went ION one of the fridays wif jonathan and linglinggg!

our lousy tour guide!hahas!

thanks our camera man!

3 of us!

promised(:

3monthslater.

2009-07-11T10:42:00.001+08:00

Haven end yet.
Try again that make me sick!
i'm tired!!!AHHHHHH!

Thanks UR support.(:

2009-07-05T00:15:00.003+08:00

I finallyy get my new phoneee!!!ilovemypinkyyyyy!=D

thanks my dearrrest daddyyy!(:

Idamnstress!idamntired!idamnstress!idamntired!idamnstressstresssstresssstressss!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHH!

IHATEU!

it's when u consider those memories as nothing to u,when they ment everything to me..

I found out today.

2009-06-28T00:52:00.004+08:00

im worn out.
my body aching all over.i need a short break.
my heart is so pain .....!okays.im glad to hear tis news anw thou i dun wish to know.

ALL THE BEST to u!

thanks for cs!i love this pic!=D

2009-06-25T00:48:00.003+08:00

i knw it is non my business alr.but my stupid brain cells cannt control it!

ARHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

forest rocks!(:

1st day school reopen!

met wc n jl 4 space planning tis morning b4 start lesson.

school as sian as usual.do spln project after school AGAIN.is like finally we FINISHED it.YIPPIE!=D

okays,went bugis wif diana,cs n qian qian hunt for our blazer n formal skirt.

but end up we grab nothing at there.SIGH~

ate our dinner in duno wad name de restaurant .i frgt le.LOLS.

headed bck home wif qian qian arnd 8pm.reached home at 850.

its a tiring day.

ohya,i shall start do my apel report le.

byeeee!

imisshimasfren.allthosememorieswillforeverkeepinthebottomofmyheart(:

2009-06-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPII FATHER'S DAY N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY IN ADVANCE(:

i love my dad n mum=D

came bck sg after celebrate in evergreen restaurant.
oppps!yummy yummy n damn full..my stomach bloated!!!):
i determine start to slim down tml!goodluck to me.LOLS.

okays!school reopen tml.ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE---->SIANNNNNNNNN!SUPER SIAN!DAMN SIAN!!!!!!!!roarrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~
I DUN WAN GO TO SCHOOLLLLL.but no choice.how suck it is.

2009-06-19T23:17:00.005+08:00

finally met up ah thong today!

sry yea,i was busy thou havin holiday.

im very hapi spent my half day wif thong thong.u gif me bck my smile.wooot!thanks laa(:iloveuuuuusomuch.thanks 4 listen to me.

okays,im freaking tired!!!i shall go to bed le.

wad shld i choose 4 cds?i gt no ideas thou.tml den think.

BYE!

2009-06-19T04:19:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOU!

usuchajerk!

2009-06-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to huisien(:

i just bck from jb.its a tiring journey.
idunfeellikecominbck.
SIGH~
i need a gateaway!

(mummy,u must be strong.i need u all the moment.u'll be alright.dun wry.i'll pray for u.ILOVEU)

2009-06-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

im damn sad.
im damn unhappy.
im damn stupid.
im damn irritated.
maybe i just made a HUGE mistake n decision.
how i wish time can turn back.
all i have to hide since noone will understand how i feel inside.
its torturin me,its so painful,its so hurt.

2009-06-06T09:53:00.002+08:00

finnaaallyyyyy!!!!its time gonna enjoy my 2 weeks holiday..LALALAS!
(thou pile up of project are making date wif me within tis 2 weeks). but at least can dunid go school!WOOT!happii happiii bommm pipi! =D
anyone date me out for movie??i wanted to catch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM II n one 4 D movie by next weekk!
okayss~term test is over.hope all papers can pass as well.at least can remain 3 of my gpa.i shall pray for myself den.
ohyeaa,my dad dont let me sign youth plan !rahhh!since i want to change my lousy phone n i think contract plan is better for me since i just text wif frens most of the times.sadded lurr!):
but daddy promised me goin buy a new phone tat i wan nx weekk!wohoos!daddy~keep ur words arr!im waitin to get it!.
i'll going bck msia later wif my sis n her bf!goin meetup wif G&S flower gals!it have been a long time nv meet them.lalas!i cant wait to see them too.
monday->meet my irdd grpmates 4 project in airport at 10am ,most probably stay overnite overthere til tuesday.SUCKY AHH!
wed->meet space plannin grpmtes in sch at 11am.
thurs-haven plann yet.
fri->maybe meet irdd grpmates again cos nid to see how works its goin on mon n tues.
satur-->sis date me go for shooping spreees!
sun-->family day =D

my bodyguard went for NS yesterday.sadded.im gonna miss him.
hope he can take good care of himself n makes some frens at there!we all miss him (:

okaysss!i shall stop here.i need to pack my things get ready to go bck jb.
byebyeeee!ppl~

i made my decision.

2009-05-29T22:57:00.003+08:00

IRDD project enough to kill all fdm-ers.
SPLN project,socio project,all floodiin us!
SHUCKS!im deprived of sleep,i gt a bad headache tis few days cos its reallyyy hott weather .
my hot-tempered let me show some attitude to the gals.sry..ppl.hope u guys can understand.
term test on nx week,just left 3 days to revise n study IRDD...how could i survive?
i really wanna to chiong le.i gt no enough time .....24 hrs seriously nt enough to me!RAHHHHHHH!im goin crazy.....!all of these add up my stress level.how great it is.SIGH!~
i cant spend my time to slack,emo,shoppin,play anymore.
i MUST start study tml.
can someone gif me more motivation???):

*ohyea,i'll get a new hp to cheeer me up after term test.lala.
its only thing can let me smileee so far(:

i shall stop thinking over those stupid things!

it is just STUPID.

i cant deny tat i stil miss u.

2009-05-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

now den i knw i stil mind IT.

maybe time is the best medicines.

u just a passerby.

2009-05-26T09:00:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDYY!!!U R LOVEDDDDD(:
stay hapi,healthy n long live!

i miss my family right now):
i can gng bck 4 more days!!YEAH YEAHHH~~~yippie!

Help daddy celebrate his bdae on last sunday since sister n i nt in msia on 26th may.
sang bdae song to daddy wif mummy n sis,cut the cake,ate den off to restaurant had dinner .tis time is my elder sis treat!lalas!ate many seafood,end up my stomach bloated n allergy.):
ohyea,daddy sent me bck to sg yesterday.i was late again so din meetup qian qian sch tgt.sry yea(:
sch borin as usual.term test just arnd the corner.i havne even print my flsm n irdd note.socio class test tis thurs.i planned to start revise last satur in the end haven touch it.im freakin lazy ...siannnn!!!!!but im waitin the term break to come!!!hohoohohohs!
til den,
off to bathe.gng meet cs 4 breakfast!
byebye

my lovely dad&mummy!I love them sooo much!
so sweet!HAHAHS!

act lao gong gong!kisia liaos!LOLS

4 OF US!BEST SISTA(: (took it when ah hui's bdae party)

a big smile is all i need.

2009-05-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

SUCKS LIFE!

im tired...

2009-05-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYYY!!!

i love u mummy!(:

u r the best mummy in tis world~

U R LOVEDDD>3>3

2009-05-10T12:02:00.002+08:00

i hav nt enough time.
somemore,im sufferin flu,bad cough,sore throat,fever,eye swollen..............!RAHHHHHHH!
im tired.seriously.can the time stop 4 a few minutes??I nid a few seconds to breath.
im dyin soon,i guesss.
my life is sucksss tat i nv been through b4..
my body bcome weaker after the operation on last 2 yr.
WAD THE HECK,im really tired.
*i haven finish aconhdy .i haven figure out the question.im waitin to die on monday.
bye.

2009-05-07T21:13:00.004+08:00

STRESSFUL LIFE!!!OMGGGG!how can i survive?

irdd,aconhyd,all sucks!

raorrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

im lack of slp!sore throat also torturing me !

when is shi jie mo ri????!how i wish it can happen soon.

2009-05-06T22:48:00.008+08:00

I finally finished IRDD!!!cHOOORAAYYY!

lalas~hope dun resummit again!!

went sch as usual wif qian qian(:

at 1st want to skip socio tut but i ATTENDED it in the end.WELL!

today socio class dismissed early again.went to bedok int met yanmei to go to bugis shoppin~

took a bloody long bus ride like 40 min to reach there.we took a short nap on bus since we freakin tired.hahas.

i bought a top ,necklace n bracelet.im super buay song lurr!just bought 3 items nia!rahhhh!!!!i wan grab more clothes!!!yanmei bought a necklace too(:

my love pei me had QIJI for dinner after shop!

i love u soooooo muchhhhh!really enjoyable all the moment wif u!LALA!

lets go eat our fish soup tis fri okayss???!!!

arnd 910 reached home.

its a tiring day thou.

i shall gng slp right now!

tml 9am class.long day to go.

nighty!peeps.

*I MISS MY FAMILY*

spot my pinky flower!(:

memorable moment wif my gals! cheer u up!!!
ice barliiiiiiii !(miracles will be happen someday)
popiah!yummmyyyyy!(my love da bao 4 her family) she like damn patient waitin 4 her popiah!hahahs!
she dun even knw i take her pic!LOLS
FINALLY GET IT!see her hapi face!HAHA
my mickey mouse cert!!!!LALA! GT MY NAME!COOL!!!XD

i have to go,it is time to know
we r impossible.

2009-05-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

sch as usual,tired as well too.
i totally gt no mood to study since sch reopen 2 weeks alr.
duno wad reason.
went to marsiling dye my hair after sch .load of suay-ness things happened.
SUCKS!damnnn!@@#$@$%@#Z$%^!
i gt a sucks hair in conclusion.):
cheer me up plss!!!!!haisss..im really dead.
(i cant slpppppppppp!)rahhhhh!ni ma de!

I just stand and watch him disappear

2009-04-30T22:17:00.003+08:00

another day of bad day.
hope the good luck fallen on me asap!PLS.
im seriously DEAD.

imissyou.

2009-04-29T16:53:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE FCUKer ROY!!!!!!!!!!!

im damn suay.seriously.

im tired of everything.

imissmyfamily.

2009-04-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS A BAD DAY!

sucha!sucha!sucha!

im stil alive yet anw.

2009-04-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

ALOHHHAAA!!!

YAWNS!im vy sleepy right now!

i just received these 2 pictures from chiachun(:

he spent like 3 mths to finish it.THANKS SO MUCH!

i darn touch laaaaaaaaaaaa!XIE XIE 4 EVERYTHIN!

today more happening .im felt vy disappointed to someone,i felt hapy when i received these 2 pic,i felt sad cos lot of project n HW waitin 4 me,i felt empty when i can do nth.

tat all.(indeed ppl come n go)

look like my real photo man!PRO chiachun!

THANKS ANW(:

2009-04-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!

today is the 1st day sch reopen!

im happpppyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but it is a tiring day ~

ohya!tat all 4 today!

nighty~world!

my freshieee--->N904 ROCKS!

SPOT ME!lols~~~i love n904!

i walk each day with a smile on my face...yep, because i'm happy(:

2009-04-05T14:29:00.003+08:00

hellooo~~ppl!i gt a darn short hair right now):
im super regret man!
it had been 6 years i gt a long hair , maybe something stimulate me let me bcome so daring trim my hair into so short la!TT..
i wan my long hair back):
anyone?help me extend?LOL.
okays(: i shall be a optimistic person!
CHILL(:new look new life!
okays~off for shoppin wif mummy right now!
byebye~everyone!

2009-04-04T09:55:00.002+08:00

helloooos~everyone!i'm back frm hongkong ~
i shall update something before im going bck msia!yeps~
1st,i wan thanks to chaisia,alvin n zhiyong~thanks so much 4 woke up so early on monday just come airport 4 see me off to hongkong(:XIEXIE(: n chocolates that u guys pass to me!lalas!im seems like havin chocolate buffet at there la(:HAHAS!
i'm miss hongkong alr~hohos!sad...time like flying man!5 days 4 night totally nt enough lur!
anw,rewind the past 5 days~i had a big fun when shopping spree wif the gals especially chewyan n wenchieh.wohooos!
other than that,i miss our tour guide--gary ,stanley n evonne n the 4 guys who attract chewyan n me in the shopping mall~!HAHAS!
photos will be uploaded soon!
im going to get ready 4 bck to msia(:
bye!

i need some honesty.badly.

2009-03-11T13:42:00.003+08:00

im bored stay at home.but i lazy look for PT job.lol.

sore throat havent recover yet.It can enough to kill me man.

i FINALLY get back my lappy(:yea!i gt new movie n song software!OPPS~LALA~

some thought keep floatin on my mind whenever im gt nothin can do since i bumped into HIM last sunday.but i knw its over(:

ohyea,i shall jio gs flower gang go bck sec sch get bck our cert someday!kiyooo~~~MUST come bck if u on leave okayss??[:

exam result coming out soon!shake told me will out by tomorrow if im nt wrong rmb.

im truly hope i can pass every subject.{pu sha bao you}

its the time off for take a nap!byebyee~

i miss everyone>3>3

JASMINE's SWEET 19 BDAE(:

yeah~may she do well in her studies and hope that life is great!

stay hapi=)u r loved!

2009-03-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

*that when i love you*~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNDupepMg7c

just a random post.tis song just nice!

hope tml will be a better day 4 me!

no more sore throat?no more flu?

YEPS!i shall gng slp now(:

imissubadly

2009-03-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

beautiful smile to wish---^~^

ps:N804 BBQ on 4 march 09,wed

peeps,pls spend out ur time attend 4 it!CYA ppl!

nighty!

Time can fade everything(:

2009-02-21T16:03:00.004+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

both eyes darn itchy!irritating!

SUCKSSS!!

emath2 totally screwed!i seriously duno how to survive on mon.somemore my eye cant see cleary!DARN IT!

rarwwww!!!

2009-02-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

GOSH!!!!
i might have contracted conjunctivities(both eye swollen+pain)!
SHUCKSSSSSSSSSS MAN!
add up my stress level somemore.SIGH~~~~
3 more paper to go....i pray i can pass all exam paper.
jiayou!
off 4 study.bye.

i love you mummy!(:

time after time.

2009-02-14T00:37:00.007+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE(((((:

WOHOOOS!!!!i decided gng HONGKONG STUDY TRIP !!!

LALALALALSSS~~~

yeps!next week is study week,

promise mummy gng bck jb tml ,

somemore my daddy ask me help him buy rose 4 my mum!

sry to cy,wc,cs n eguiders...cant go out wif u guys.nx time ba((:

im excited..i duno y!maybe ....chew yan confess to me just now?HAHAS,,,guess so,..

okays!i shld get bck my study mood study hard le...exam juz arnd the corner...jiayou ~

i love everyone!

nice name i guess!LOLS...

ABU done it!COOL!grass skirt monster=D

thanks to z.y.TANG!

Im appreciated it!(just wanna make u hapi nia)LOL

hahahs...no la!!!!really thanks ur gift!

i love g.s flower gang!!!!U GALS R MISSED(:

PS:i miss my family!

2009-02-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

went sch as usual.bored as usual thou.
im shock when saw some pictures lastnite.OH GOSH!isit all r predestined?
now that u're gone,i realise.faded love finally end.

attend the last cds class,took pic wif my tutor n his super chubby fren.
aftertat went tbp lab did our design building,acccompany cs go dentist,had dinner at bedok .after dinner homed.

esfac quiz tml,but is open book.
so i dun even feel like touch the book.SIGH~~
off 4 slp!

bye. my tutor's chubby fren.

ps:another pic tat took wif my tutor will show it after abu(rebecca)send to me.

2009-02-08T22:59:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY --MY BESTIE(((:

A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fail. bdae gal((:

i duno whr am i lookin lur~ROAR~too many camera*~*

she wish she can.....

went clubbing on saturday night 4 celebrate bestie's bdae.
it was quite fun..but i gt bad headache after bck homed.sucks!
hopefully we had gif her a big surprise ...but i dun think she felt happy lastnite..coz jiayan was drunk cox her bf thingy..sad thing.haiss...love r blind rite?YEPS!THIS IS TRUTH.
okaysss...shall stop say the sad things..anw,hope bdae gal can long lasting wif her love,happiness 4ever.
will update more pic after get frm them.

ps:tml intht lecture must turn up.
HAISS...im freakin bored!tml school again...i need holidays!!!

2009-02-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

im getting lazier n lazier.have so many things waiting me to do but no action yet.hais...

meaningless life!how could i survive if such life keep goin?

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~

cheer me up plss.!

I NEED A BIG SMILE~

my youngest sis...she fatter than me rite?LOL

Reality hurts but one must accept it.

2009-02-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

im pissed!

(conversation wif cs juz now)

♥Cs loves EGuides! says:
we grow up le...mus learn to control emotions...this is life...

[c=11]dApHeNiE[/c] says:
okays!!!thanks csss...

i wan to be strong.

2009-01-31T06:07:00.016+08:00

have i quit blogging?hahas....nooo!!juz gt no mood update nia.
somemore i just blog occasionally .Nothing much has been going on anyway.
I just had 4 hrs sleep,but i felt awake liaoss!!hohosss~~so decided come post somethin let my blog keep alive.

wed(28Jan2009)
I didnt present psps lesson,went sch arnd 1230pm meet cs,zy,wc,alvin,jl 4 lunch..abu also came along wif us.aftertat,went co&co class at 130pm...it was the 1st time like darn super early attend the class!!hahas...i also duno y..perhaps i find my co&co vy cute!HAHHS...shall snap pic wif him next lesson!met alvin ,cs and wc after cds class again.planned go to jeff house bainian.zy gt something on so he came over jeff house after his meeting.we were like super tired after reach his house.it was a BLOODY hell walking distance frm tp to his house.ohwell,we were started mahjong!wohoosss!!i nv ever knw how to play ..thanks 4 jeff shifu!LOL.oppss!!so now i know to play mahjong le!JIO me 4 mahjong session..peepss!!arnd 10pm left his hse n homed.

thurs(29Jan2009)
attend INTHT make up lesson at 11am.borin lesson as usual.den maths lec,esfac.tbp lab.
after class,follow cs went to socio lec.afterwhich went tm wif cs,alvin n zy..had dinner b4 buy our stuff.alvin headed bck home after dinner.so,left 3 of us,we acc zy go BATA shop but his taste too high so nv attracted by any shoe in tat shop...next stop,help cs choose sandal meanwhile i saw a vy colourful jacket..oppss!!!darn cute lur!!!So,i bought it.last stop--popular,used out 10 dollars voucher tat my ahyi gave me since long time ago 4 stationary cox i lost my pencil case in hcde lab.TT.sad thing.arnd 9 homed separately.

fri(30Jan2009)
went sch as usual,had esfac lab test .luckily i passed!...but i think im supposingly be the 1st one who done but gt a lot problem in the half way...den i spoil 2 switches lost 4 screw!LOLS.
met alvin ,zy,dan after class.zy n alvin were the organiser planned 4 reduce fat exercise-->badminton n squash.but in the end squash change to basketball.ohyepsss,long time nv play badminton le...felt exhausted after half hr passed.yeps,me,cs n zy have nick name durin badminton session.cs--world champion,zy-->team singapore,me-->team malaysia!LOLS..
i shall help alvin,dan n kendrick think their nick name nx time!HAHAS.
i never play basketball b4...suagu rite?hahas.thanks 4 u guys teach me.totallly FUN!
had dinner wif dan ,jeff n cs aftertat..alvin ,zy n kendrick left us 4 bainian.
mahjong session after dinner .homed at 10pm.dan n i lost on the way to tp bustop.2 luchi...hahas..so take cab bck home since we too lazy to find out walkin way to tp.
i suddenly gt headache when reach home.ate panadol cox i really cannt tahan liaos so dun care will gt allergy anot.
i shall off 4 sleep now!today must chiong intht.nx monday gt class test.
byeesss!

after basketball
i wan bcome taller!!!

thanks 4 someone who pass me tis to cheer me up last wed.THANKSS SO MUCH!

but i stil duno who gave me de.anw,xie xie!i appreciated it!

2009-01-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

i cant accept the saddest new i just received.
u r dead???!!!!!!!!i cant believe tis is truth!!!
im saddddd..TT...GOD.pls return my fren to meee!
SIGHHHHH~
hope he can rest in peace.
in our short time together,all the memories we had,
will last in my heart,those memories i will never forget.
although u have left,now u walk above,u r always with me,
i'm always surrounded by ur love,
u're always in my heart.

many SUAY things keep happenin on me tis few days!
i LOST my pencil case,hairpin,coin pouch,!
im depressin,..sad.

2009-01-18T12:45:00.038+08:00

WOHOOOOOSSS!!!
before i update wad i did today just some brief update on past few days.

went eguide bbq organised by alvin tan n z.yong tang.(alvin ask me use tis sentence to start my post de)
LOL
met z.yong at tp bustop b4 went to pr park.ohyea,i wan apologise to alvin n cs abt im nt gng to help out both of u on tat day..im so sorryy man...anw...i juz wan to gif 2 of u more time to develop ur relation.okays...ahahahs,..dunneed thanks to meee..lols..
overall,i had pretty lots of fun when tgt wif eguidesss...im appreciate every single moment we tgt,play,chichat,do stupid thing,stayin overnite in public place without other ppl business...
tat all can let me busy crazy til i gt no time to think some stufff ...
eguidesss..u all ROCKSSSS!!!
I LOVE U ALL!!

carry on~~~
,mainly on photo of eguidesss tat took on the nites on friday!
enjoy!!!~share all my joynessss n happ time wif u man!
i shall off 4 bathe b4 gng meet cs n ocm 4 HCDE(THE MOST SHUCKSSS SUB)..
byebyeee!

jeff ask me act cute!!GOSH!

dun snap!

ninja u r cute!LOL

hello~you!!!grp 3~

im hapi do stupid posture wif u guys!YEAH

rocksss! can see my light stick??LOL..THANKS firdaus.

chun ling~
natalie~

alvin lao shi~

stupid jeff!(J.LINg's bro)

bobby~

scorch!!!!omg...disgustinggg!

Qahhar~haha

DAN~~~
BIG FIRE!...hohosss!

twilight+j.ling my bestie!!!

windy night!

Firdaus~~~

we r eguidessss~~

jiefuu~ emo-ing??

Kendrick~~~ gatherin always! i juz realise tis is the only one pic tat took tgt wif wc~!!

im so innocent lur!

BIG FOOT! his motorbike drivin skill.....so so nia..LOLS..

LOVE THEM ALL!

IM startin miss my familY.TT

wan to be a superwoman.

think positive.

2009-01-15T22:45:00.003+08:00

WOHOOOOOOOSSSS~~~
Im happy !LOLS...
lallalalalalalalsssssss~~~~~~~~
bcoz i knw how to do maths lee...i gt confident to score full markss 4 tml quiz!!
OPPPSSSS!!!YEAH!!
anw,a million thanks to alvin!!!he darn patient lurr!!!
xie xie lao shi!
he promise if me n cs gt full marks he wan treat us lunch,,...yepsss..
i shall pray 4 i can get the easy paper man!
eguidessss~~~tml bbq at ps park!!cyeaaaa tml!

i shall off 4 sleeep!!
byeebye!

life stil goes on without him...

2009-01-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

metup eguide frens tis few days..
had fun wif them..
ohyeps...sore throat,fever,headache enough to kill meeee man!!
SHUCKSSS!
i wonderin y cannt fall asleep?insomnia can kill me too!
GOSHHHH!!!HELP MEEEEE PLS!

2009-01-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

daphenie is happy happy happy!!!

opsss!!

uhmmm,many fellow frens keep emo-ing recently...hohosss...

ppl~cheer up!!!this world is wonderful!u must try to let ur life become beautiful man!

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~

yepss....im smiling!

2009-01-05T23:31:00.022+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG!!!like FINALLY finshed load all the pic in tis new post sia!!!

its tiringg!!ROARRR!!

anw,i received all the pic tat took in fdm 3rd yr anniversary party!

soyea,i skip 2 hrs intht lec today cox i gt bad headache when woke up..

reached sch at 1055...inth tutorial class was darn bored as usual...

HCDE also abit boreddddd......

lifelesss man!!

cs jio me went changi village have dinner...tis is the only thing can cheer me up today..LOLS..

cs bring me go changi beach after dinner....there was really relaxingggg!!!

i gt release some stresss at thr...

im tired !

shall end my post wif a big smile~~

n i promise cs today is the last emo day 4 miii!..

off 4 sleeeppp!

nites-ppl!

***I wan to mention somethin here..evryone in tis world can stalk my blog except shakeshakeshake!uhmmm...tat all***

~FDM 3RD ANNI~

SEEE-----MY PINKY!lols..

me + n803!

oppsssss!!!

3 hiao po!

cs totally enjoy the ice cream!LOL

CHOCOLATE SUNDAE!I LIKEEE IT!

my besttiieee!

cs need it when she swimmin!!!HAHA

SEE HER neatly hairrr!
changi beachh...
ENJOY--ing~

cs is hapyhapy go lucky..!

my pro photographer took my emo pic!thanks..

Dun sad because it is over...

2009-01-04T23:13:00.005+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I LOST ALL THE DOCUMENTS,MUSIC N THE MOST IMPORTANT THING-PHOTO TAT IN MY LAPPY!!!

SUCKXXXX!!!!

juz start a new year nt more than 5 days...i alr facin darn alot many suay-ness things!!!

WT................ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

im sadd..hais..

i wan get back (those) pictures...!

TT...

2009-01-04T15:02:00.009+08:00

is the time come here update something cox cs waanna stalk miii!!LOLS..

im too lazy type out all the stuff here...

tis few day.. many unhapi thingy happened..i dun wan to mention it cos it will totally spoil my mood.

wad can say is this sem is just not nice!oh well,who to blame?stupid people.SIGH~let pretend nth happen den...

i am tired.really.

looks like sky is crushing down.everything seems like nt smoothly come den at one go.

i really hate going to school recently.I am afraid of school.where is my courage?have i lost it?or do i even have it?I am confused.

i miss my family the most!!!

anw,thanks 4 the ppl who listen to me n comfort miii!!!!THANKSSSSS.

i just appreciate real n sincere frens!

anw,i l FINALLY figured out how to use picnik to edit picture...congrate me den.lols

i shall upload more pic after abu n cs send to mii!

buhbye!!

Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain

2009-01-01T18:34:00.003+08:00

went cd wif cy,wc,issac n his brothers in marina...
lazy to type out all the things...anw,fireworks was darn nice,pretty!!!!!!
All issac's bro were like emo kids...their hair super cool...LOLS...
headed bck home tis mornin...superr tired lurr!!!arnd 8am reached home.
slp til 530pm...at 1st wanna meet my sis 4 shoppin but cancel in the end.
soyea,i shall off 4 tv now...byeeee....ppl!

All has come to the end!

goodbye to 2008~hello 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyoneee!

anw,is a new year..

sad times tiring times difficult times depressed times in yr 2008 had passed...

last yr is nt a good yr 4 me since many things happened especially the unexpected thingy!

however,time passed like flying....i also try to accept eveything n try to get back my laughter tat oways appear in my face in the past.many things can change over times.ohyea,i seriously pray 4 god that i wanna a smoothly happi normal year...

otherwise,i hope can adapt new environment since i move here more than half yr alr.

lastly,wish tat all my family members life longevity n can oways thr 4 me.

2008!!!BYEEEBYEEEE!!

welcome 2009 by using the my fav fries!!!

sayonara~08!

2008-12-28T15:33:00.003+08:00

I DONT WANT SCHOOL REOPEN CAN!!!!!!!!!!

IT let me feel tired

IT let me hard to trust anyone now onwards

sux mind~pls stop it!

2008-12-26T22:05:00.011+08:00

i'm bck frm msia!!!wohooooos!!!
nt more than half day after leave my family i started miss them!!
OMGGG!!!I ALSO DUN WAN SCHOOL REOPEN!!!!HATE SCHOOL THE MOST!
soyea,celebration xmas wif my family n girlfrens!
shall start all the sux project now!
byeee!

our drinks!

its called lonely beach!LOLS...HAHAHS!nice name ~

is tat a vege or leaf???lols. random~~#%##% snap celyn pic when she tryin to take her food's pic!& dpg&

jeniffer!

celyn!

i love my girlfrens!

dunno is better than i know!

2008-12-26T21:25:00.001+08:00

不可能的可能,比更有可能的可能,更可能!

2008-12-21T13:01:00.002+08:00

finally change my hairstyle yesterday...
after struggled like spent 1 hr in the saloon,i did rebondin n dye my hair into black colour!!!
HOHOHOS.....a bit regret make tis decision...i miss my curly hair ......~~~
shall upload some new image picture when i gt free time.
off 4 shopping wif my family!
byebye!

Happy endings, now I know.

2008-12-18T23:45:00.024+08:00

The part that hurts me the most,is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...

stil wan tryin to smile again...

I come blogging again!!!hoohohos...

went to visit link hotel wif the gals today!!!

metup my clique in the morning did our bintan project....like nt more than 1 hr we just slack at library ...lols...as in can say we very efficient??HAHAHAS...

we went to opposite sch had our lunch b4 headed to link hotel ...

arnd 33o we reach there....took lots of pic while waitin lily lim-->intht teacher...

when she arrived....we started tourin the link hotel....

arnd 530 we goin off frm tat hotel....angie n wenchieh were left us went bck to bedok..

abu,jl,cs,cy n me decided went to tiong bahru plaza had our dinner...

ohyea,,,i bought a sandal in bata shop.....cs also bought a sandal in another shoes's shop...can say like FINALLY she bought her shoe!!congrate!LOLS...hahahas

ohyea,,,,tat all 4 today!anw...had fun tis few days...cant wait to meet my dearest jiehui tml!!!

i shld go slp alr....

nights--everyone!

triple L!!!lols...
so sweet rite???

finally reached!

hey!!!u guys r loved! nicey pose ~lol chewyann!!!

jingle bell jingle bell~~~~ i like it the mosttt! u c the crazy cs tryin to learn the pose behind her!LOLS

2008-12-18T21:15:00.027+08:00

I'd finally taken some time off the busy schedule to fit this update into a proper post.
okaysss,maybe i was juzst lying about the busy part ,because half of the time ,i'm just lazy.roarrr~~anyway,just bear with me 4 a few minutes reading this long post somemore wif many~lots of pictures!
definitely all the photo can gif me a long-lasting memory!!!i lazy to type out all the activities in tis eguide camp!but,only 1 thing i need to emphasize is i miss u guys!thanks 4 make fun tgt,try to bondin wif each other every moment,help each other,excluded the fishmonger(its really nt pleasant to my eye!)....in addition,I will be very grateful n thankful to my group peepss~~because they just obey me when i say everything...eg-->went mac in the fortnite on 1st day,went prata shop had our supper on 2nd day!!!hoohohohoss~~~~~~~~~~i love u guyss!!!thanksss.
nextup,thanks 4 gl so caring us...all the effoet u all put tat i very appreciated!....thanks morganie gif us some tibits n the letter on the last day!dun blame urself...we'll always miss euu!!
anw!!!GROUP 3 ROCKS!!!!EGUIDE ROCKS MAN!!!!

TRAFFIC LIGHT!!!AHHAAHHS...

3 gl in my group!!!alvin is the extra 1!LOLS

HEY!!!i frgt his name~~HAHAS..LOLS

the last part of the letter wrote by morganie!!

middle part!!!

1st part!!!

group 3 + group 4!! our gl!!

he was tryin to dance on the table!!lols the galsssssssss.... grp 1+1+1=3!!I MISS THEM!!

darn cute FIFI!!!

malik+me+cs!

huzai looks like ninja turtle rite???LOL EMO--->ALVIN

out 4 prata !!!oppsssss! hohosssss....he is the another cutieeee gl in the camp!

PIESHAH!!!her stead was goin to batam!!!LOLS...she look sad rite??LOLS
CS N JINGXIN!!!!
SNAP SNAP!!

really enjoy myself as in three days in this camp!!!!

With the past, I have nothing to do; nor with the future. I live now.

2008-12-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

finally can smell n hug my pillowwwwwww!!!hoohohohos...
3 days 2 nites eguide camp was ended ...
it was FUN !FUN !FUN!
opppsss!!!!i love eguide,i love u guysss~~
shall upload all the pic we took durin the camp tml after gt a sufficient slp...
ohyea,
its the time go to sleeeppp!!!
nites~ppl!

2008-12-14T23:10:00.013+08:00

im bck from msia!!!
bloody traffic jam as usual....somemore human traffic jam at checkpoint..
was tiring after reach home..
after pack my stuff 4 tml camp....i feel like bloggin b4 sleep....so here i am postin some picture tat took lastnite...hoohohs...
catch movie n shoppin wif my 2 sister n mr.yoyo lastnite...its had been 1 n half month i nv go city square thou i gt went bck jb....i was quite excited ....my sis tot i siao alr!!HAHAH....
bumped into many secondary frens...opps!!!they stil recognise me...it was totally surprise meee...lols...i shld makeover let them duno me!!!LOLS...
ohya!!!i bumped into LAM JIANG LIANG after catch the movie at midnite!!!!isit called SUAY???hosei la!!!haahhs.....luckily nt catch the same movie wif him!!!
arnd 1230 reached home...
sunday--->acc dad n mum went to buy tv...had our dinner den bck sg wif my sis...nth much can blog abt today...
soyea,i shld go bed now!!!
nights---ppl!

the family!!!!

lhh!!!

sis n her love

he force me take his pic!!!LOLS

mr.YOYO!

it's my lifeeee!!! All I could ask for,is that smile to keep me going?

2008-12-12T23:29:00.023+08:00

okay feel like blogging at this very moment for no reason.
opps~lala!
finished my last paper today....only can use one word to describe it!--->GONE le~
SIGH~...hope can pass by luck..
next up...attend hcde make up lesson after test...everyone totally in holiday mood...
2 hours lesson like bloody long...
gave a surprise to birthday gal--->angie after lesson...
hohohos..........yes.....we gt surprise her!!!!.....well done...chewyan,abu,wenchieh n
jy who suggest tis idea!
after sang bdae song left our clique ppl...we were managed to finished a cake....
oppps!!!....exaggerating!!~lols..
went to PS after have our lunch in school...so coincidence bumped into RAYMOND WONG...
hohoohos...he sat tgt wif us...talked many things n knew many things too,...he very easy get along man...also like to crapp...if bored can go find him!LOLS..
took almost 1 n half hour bus ride den arrive our destination...lols..
acc angie went diaso bought hello kitty stuff 4 her bestie...yeps...
went to cotton on..angie n me try some clothes at there...but den in the end only i bought it!LOLS..spent 80++ today...hoohos...i think i need ask my dad deposit money to me soon..
cs left us arnd 7pm...angie n cy acc me had my dinner...
arnd 815 we went bck home separately....was had fun today wif the gals!..
anw...date me out pls...im freeeeeeeeeee now!!!LOLS..
i shall stop here...its the time go to bed...
tml gonna bck jb...hohohosssssss...

bye~~~ppl! guess we hide at where???heeeheeeeheee.. sux!!!my shaggy face! abuuuu

this 2 gals were busy cut the cake!!LOLS CS!!!everybody c wenchieh's hand!!lols...her special postt!AHAHA

BIRTHDAE GAL---gieeegieeee!!LOls

ANGIEEEE.....ang ang~

the galsss..

c wad the words in my tees!!!LOLS

BIRTHDAY CAKE!!IT was nice..yumyum..

my mickey bottle...hapy to gt it!yeaye

the lamp tat i was done in hcde!nice??lols

piggy mirror keep stare me...opps!!!tat so cuteee abu never notice i took tis pic!!shhhhhhhh.zip!lol

PS:all the pic in the above only 1/4 nia...lols

shall wait angie n chewyan send me den upload more next time!

HAPPY BDAE~~~ANGIEEEE

cause all of the stars have faded away
just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
take what you need and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

i wanna live.laugh.love.again

2008-12-11T10:03:00.004+08:00

insomnia enough to kill me lastnite.
omg!!how can i gt spirit to concentrate my revision 4 last paper today?
i hate to listen all the nonsense again.

2008-12-10T22:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WJ~
wish him can gt more bak~LOLS...
shall update more after i gt sufficient sleep~
bye!

2008-12-08T21:43:00.003+08:00

soyea,was quite surprisingly when heard something today ...
no point to mention it..
no time going cut my sux hair...i need a new hairstyle...maybe can change my luck..LOLS..
should i cut?hoohhosss...i stil considering...
time to study,practise maths now...
GOD pls bless me gt ability to answer all the question tml!
byebye...ppl!

I FINALLY KNOW....

2008-11-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

alot of things happen on these successive days...
it called FATE ?destiny?yuan fen???remind me dun think too much.bring me back to real life.

now,i just hope tat i can answer all the question tml!
yeps...I MISS MY FAMILY!..
its the time go to bed...nite.

Someday never really comes, does it?

2008-11-28T21:48:00.014+08:00

shall enjoy every bit of my life now!!!!wohooooos~~~~~~
everbody all for one!!!!!!
went 4 maths tutorial tis morning...i felt sleepy on the way to school....
realy nt wish gng but i need the attendance!so....no choice!!!
practice dance after 1 hour class....
had lunch wif wenchieh,angie,chewyan n jieling....
afterwhich...met up luo zhi qiang,linqiang n yihang at library do our PSPS presentation..
soyea,luo zhi qiang planned to do role play at tat day...cox he eager to perform!!!hahha...
so he demo 1 time in project room!!!hohohohos...im reluctant to do so...
we move to lvl 7 after lq went off...
totally slack at there....HAIS....jialat lar....quiz..term test..lab test all around the corner..we still can slack in sch....cool man!
arnd 5pm...wc headed to work....so left 4 of us...
durin the rest of 5 hours....luo zhi qiang show his actor potential to us!!!!its danm wasted he never sign up mediacorp!!!LOL...
went bck home arnd 8pm separately....
soyea...i shall sleep early tonite ....
i wan back jb tml mornin....yoyooyoyo!!!!time pls move faster!!!
imissmyfamilylotslots!!!!

all thanks 4 photographer--->LUO ZHI QIANG!

gigantic foot&mini foot!!!lols...guess whose leg! its so excited twisttwist behind my IHT tutor!haha

girl,i dont care a DANM!

continues ur professional skill...

maybe i can learn from you.

~give up is a best way out~

2008-11-27T22:55:00.004+08:00

im tired of everything..
my mood keep swing..
n i wan to apologise to my classmate.
im too tired........sry..ppl!
seriously had fun wif u guys all the dancin moment!
sure hav great fun in the real dance 5th dec.
thanks 4 cs acc me back home ...im so touchhhh!!!!muakxxx....thx thx!
either mentally or physical ....i just feelin tired!
can the time stop at tis second...gif me sometimes to rest awhile?
i dun wan waste my time anymore...its sickening!
i duno wad i want.maybe u will think i try to obtain ur pity.but i WONT!u can tink wadever u wan.

2008-11-26T23:06:00.007+08:00

if only life could be like this..

colour wheel made by my co&co tutor!!!nicesx nicex!

haven done yet!!!messyyy~

WOHOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Finally finished study esfac!!!!....truly hope i can remember .........GOD BLESS ME PLS!!Nonetheless, I hope everything turns out fine.

gettin more busy this week.....quiz...lab test...practice dance....project..presentation...blahblahblahhhh!!!!danm tired lur!!!

i look forward to a holiday...stressed!!

im thinkin when can go back jb?..i miss my mummy..daddy..sister...alotslotalot!!!!

time up!!!!time go to bed!

g-nites..ppl!!!

2008-11-23T23:47:00.004+08:00

I ask myself why am i tinking you so much.
I think about all the moment we shared together and the way we touched.
you know that this was hard for me,
but you decided not to see.
I know i'm still stuck in the past ,
but i've a feeling that this was going to last.
I guess my heart was wrong,
Why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong.
that we're friends and he want someone else.
But I cant pretend anymore,
cox inside it is really hurting.
still i'm wishing him well,
Yet,i'd rather say goodbye
i'm misshimlotsincoldnights.

2008-11-22T22:10:00.025+08:00

woke up at 830...acc mummy n sista went to bugis...auntie join me going too...
was not willing let mummy went back jb...im sad lur!!!TT...
but dad n mum gt to attend a wedding ball at LABIS on sunday..so they need headed back...
so,my youngest sis was annoyin ask us bring her shoppin at bugis street...
hence,went thr awhile....she bought a shoe,waller,hair pin,clothes...mummy bought a top,i bought a dress!so yea,me n auntie escort them board the express bus since dad was busy cant fetch them bck jb.
auntie n me took bus 51 bck hougang aftertat...i was felt sleepy on the bus...took a nap...the bus driver was sux!...drive like tortoise...after 1 hour....finally finally arrived home...
pack my bag ...topup water....went out again...meet stupid cs at airport 4 study...
alighted at terminal 3...waitin slow cs!..LOL...
decide went to secret recipe had our lunch....while maybe can consider use tis restaurant as my field trip...soyeps...we totally enjoy our drinks n cakes!!!yummy yummmy!!!
cs use her lappy start doin her iht report...i taken out my esfac lec note started my revision...
i did my own notes!!!hohoohohs.....wad a hardworkin gal i am!...LOL...
arnd 530 we bill den went to next stop continues our study...
the place is--->starbucks!...sat down den order drinks...i take a 20 min rest 4 on9in...
cs continues study her TBP...
i seriously need someone motivate me la!!!totally cant concentrate n focus at all...SIGH~~
den cs planned buses to changi village had our dinner...
wow!!!!there gt so many delicious food!!!OMG......
i ate 1 plate fried hokkien mee n 2 bbq drumstick 2 chicken wings!!!!DOTZZZ.....
but nv feel full sia!!!good appetite tis few days...gettin more fatsss...
nvm ba....ugly gal will meet handsome guy!!!HOHOOHHS....i shall try 1 time,...LOL...
reach home at 2140...callin dearest mum...
so now i shld off 4 study !!!!jiayou..!!!!
bye-ppl!

at least sometimes when I am lost, I still have a sweet friend of mine right beside me; every single moment without fail((:
LAOKOKKOK!!!lols chocolate banana+ice blended mocca!u can try the bbq chiken wings at changi village !!!danm nice!
esfaccc!!black forest!kambateh kambateh rawr!!!
idiot cs!LOL.. DORAEMON~~~cs's favourite mummy nt willing take pic wif mii!!!TT
UNCONVINCING

If only time can rotates, I wished that tonight would be last night. So that I can be by your side and hug you tightly, hoping to keep your troubles away. IF only I can turn back the time...

2008-11-21T22:54:00.029+08:00

4 of us!!!ROCK!!!

YO!im come update my blog!!!today was enjoyable!fun!happy!!!

yeps~went to sch earlier 30 minutes tis morning,coz someone promise me wanna teach me maths!but he was overslpt!....sucks man!...well,ask sean shake n cs hw to do the chain rule when they reach class...luckily,i can solve the 1st question but the 2nd question i made the careless mistake...SAD.......i shall do more revise frm now on....

HAIS,i wan brace up read all the notes n prepare all the quiz tat comin soon!STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY...(stresss!!!)GOD pls come rescue meee..

continues,join abu,angie n cy to airport to eat CRYSTAL JADE..opps!cox i nv taste b4..

B4 go there,abu n me went to angie'house slack while wait 4 cy ,she was gng to meet her sis cuttin her hair!..HOHOHS...she cut her bangsss!!!finally she can hear us le!!!HAHHAA..LOLS..

her new hairstyle was nice lookin!...cy..dun emo at 1 corner!tat quite suit euuu!!!..

when we reach CA,we keep findin wth of the crystal jade....1stly.we go terminal 3...but den couldnt find...den board the skytrain go terminal 1...stil cant find it!..

so,cy callin her mum ask the location....tat restaurant located at terminal 2!..SUX man!

lols...excited when saw it!...lallaa~

was enjoy the meal.....service was quite good!...however,,a few waitress keep starin us...nt enuff privacy...den nv choy us when we gng off....tot we juz a student dunid serve us politely!!!!IMPROVED!!!PLS!...student also is a customer...!dun treat us like tat...

gained 1 lucky draw form,1 mickey mouse q card n 1 ticket...

my galfren decide gif me the mickey mouse q card!hohohooh...they vy nice to mii la!!!thanks^^

den we hangin arnd take pic...den went to mac bought ice cream...

sat down til we all finish it....den practice our DANCE awhile ...lols..

we so bhb rite??!!!!HAHHA....den arnd 815 we bck home separately...

was make fun when outing wif my gals!!!..

its the time off 4 slp le...in addition,...today also is a tiring day..

g-nitesss..ppl... i bought a hairband at mini.bits!hohohosss

abu help me tied up my hair!opps..thanks! abuuu & miiii
ALL THE DISHES WERE YUMMY EXCLUDED TIS DESSERT!*ALMOND PASTE*.....hatehatehatehate!
cy try to contrast her hair wif the gal behind her!LOL. Angie~chew yan~snap snap!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEN CHIEH!!!LOVE EU GAL!!!

sad thoughts,stop hurting me now,its your memory

that haunts me every nite ,will it stop? will it ever end?

2008-11-19T18:11:00.008+08:00

So,yesterday met up my dearest bestie,kiyo at bugis.i was lateee againn!!!
she pass me my clothes n we hangin arnd after she acc me had my dinner.
spent $150 within 1 day!!!WTH...i use money like drink the water like tat...
headed bck home anrd 930....
went sch as usual...was bored!!!!LQ nv went to sch so our psps presenttation totally gone lur!
all the materials n ppt on his hand...but STEVEN CHAN was kindly...gif the permission to our grp...so...present nx week!ohyea.,,thanks!!!
bought 1 cake 4 bdae boy-->ljy...try to gif him a surprise wif my clique...took some pic tat had show at below!
i was chosen by the classmate 4 performin dance in 3rd anniversary ....sucksss..i don want lar!!!
super paiseh lor!but no choice...our class nt like other class...all bochap...nt bond at all!!!irritatin!!!
den ,went to co&co class.. sprayin...colorin....tat all 4 today lesson!
yeps....nth much happen 4 today le...
off 4 dinner wif my lovin family!!byeee

HAPPY BDAE LJY & LLM(old panda)!!!!!

dearest bestie!!!

2008-11-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

2008-11-16T22:22:00.003+08:00

BELONG TO rebecca,abuuuuu

Forget the times he walked by,

Forget the times he made you cry,

Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.

Forget the times he held your hand,

Forget the sweet things if you can,Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend

2008-11-15T21:57:00.037+08:00

met up wif blur queen chaishia at city hall.im late again..psps..LOL..
walked to swissotel do iht project survey n taste the famous chicken rice.
a plate of chicken rice is $17.90...shocking when saw it!but we stil gt order after thorough consideration.almost all the waiter were indian,but their service danm good!can gif them 100%.lols.yet the food was quite ok only...but the presentation of the food was nice.
cs ask the waiter some question ,he was vy frenly n willin entertain us.thx lur~
after bill,headed to hilton hotel met j.ling by bus.Never taste the hilton pride--->cheese cake bcause me n cs nt interested to do the survey in tat hotel.j,ling took some pic b4 we went to met her&she choose the accomodation.
i suggested go to c.airport afterwhich ,since cs told me her fren frm business school gif her some point of view.
i was totally forgt i wearin contact was fallen slp in the bus during the long journey went to C.A.
luckily i nt blind when i notice it.
arnd 530,we acc j.ling waitin her bus head bck home.cs n me continues hanging around..
we took the sky train,window shoppin awile...den queue up bought popeyes 4 our dinner.
ohyeas!!!finally can enjoy my popeyes meal...LOL...
arnd 715pm we went bck home by bus 53 tgt...
abu callin when board the bus,..remind me tml meet at her house 4 iht project wif grp mates.
guess i shall stop here 4 today!=x
wish tml would be a better day...

popeyepopeye....

cs&j.ling

smile bcause happened... happy outin wif blur blur!

TWIST TWIST!!! 3 OF US!

she wan be a model!!!!LOLS J.LING~mii

DISNEY !MY favourite yea..

xmas juz arnd the corner.. +MILO DINASOUR+ cs ask me actin emoo.!lousy actress rite?!!!LOLS

graceful scenery!

i'm tired.i'm letting go..

should i?

2008-11-15T00:36:00.037+08:00

14 nov 2008~friday

no mood blog anything!just show all the pic taken.
but tis day nv ever be forgotten.so dunid to rmb in blog i think.
was miserable tis few days.
thx 4 llm told me something let me become aware of the truth!thx..
i'll kick tat bad habit frm now.hope i can do it!
if time can move back i wont choose singapore n wont open blog n wont know anyone who sucks!
life is a cycle.but im incorrigible.
thx ppl who help me vent one's anger in tag!
i gt no time bother such childish n groundless ppl.i just wan tell u if u feel u vy happy tag me lyk tat juz carry on!maybe i can learn some skill from you!
i dun scare anything if i nv do wrong.so do wadever u like ba!
time off 4 slp!
i need more rest,
g-bye.
llm gif me tis magazine.JAMES BOND...i tink is his idol!lol
HAPPY BDAE REBECCA!ABUU

1ST time c use pizza be a bdae cake!isit a genius idea? happy bdae gal--.>rebecca ,her smile danm sweet. SEANMYDIN shake!LOL DREW BY YILIN..

if i nt wrong remenber tis leg is ANQI's leg..nic pic on her leg adrina try to help me hanna my leg.. our big ice cream gt curry puff wing!COOL FINALLY finally reach woodlands!!

2008-11-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is CCN day!!
pls come support N804 if u can!
our booth is the 1st stall in ENG school.
we r sellin CURRY PUFF imported from MSIA & walls ice-cream!
PPL!!!its worth 4 spend ur $$$ to enjoy our FOOD!!!100% nice and yummy!!!
c u guys tml!!!
byee..

2008-11-12T19:49:00.012+08:00

today nothing much to blog about..myboredlifeee!
panda fellow fren wake me up at 705am by msg.but i nv heard the phone ringing.
paiseh lur!!LOL...anw.thanks!
after dressup ,wear contact,topup water,blahblahblah....den 830 went to bustop....i tot sure late le..but im stil can reach sch on time!!HOOHOOOS...
1st lesson-->PSPS tut,ohyea..we r the 1st grp present..linqiang was such a good man!!!he prepared the ppt without other grp mate gif help to him...steady!!LOL...n he ask me he can solo presentin nt!!cool man.HAHA...after presentin,played psp wif LQ...dun believe im the winner in the last...heyhey!!!!im genius?LOL...
aftertat went TBP lec...nt pay attention at all...juz go 4 fun!anw,miss TBP lecturer so much since long time nt gt chance meet her!!LALALAS...lols.
had our lunch at mensa canteen.ate LORMEE...
ARGH~~~im so pity..cannt eat chicken,egg,seafood,and so on....TT..
but no choice...
mummy n sis callin concern abt me...im FINE!!!yea..I DAMN MISS THEM....
headed to library slack waitin 2pm co&co class...
met ming fong outside library...chat wif him awhile den...
sooo...all the pic show below r today lesson drawin...
yeps...drawn n colour colour...was quite satisfied of my T-shirt...yeayea...
went library again met abu 4 MAC after class...
abu,jl,pohjun n miii walked to mac...
i ordered filet-o-fish ,RARE....tis is the 1st time i nv eat mcspicy...so sad...
nt felt full after finish 1 set f.o.f...bought chocolate mcflurry....
head bck home by bus....aunt ask me going her house nx fri..yeps..c them nx fri..
bujianbusan!!!HAHAHHAS...
anw,i stil need more rest right now.so i can recover ASAP!!!

byebye...ppl....
its the pain you'll never ever understand...

oh boy oh boy,u are such a monster to me..

all i need is one last smile from you..

and i'll be strong enough to walk on my own..

boy,i wish that u will live well..

dun miss me when i'm nt around..

because i'm nt important at all...

2008-11-11T22:54:00.004+08:00

2nd time come bloggin today!
just back from clinic.
yeps,was press 4 c doctor by mum n dad.
auntie escorted me went to.
spend $65dollars juz let tat famous doctor check my body n measure the body temperature.somemore timin nt more than 5 min...
isit he is the branded doctor?LOL
gt 1day mc!opps...
but branded doctor said stil need to observe within 2 days.
if serious muz go bck visit him..
wad terminal disease i receive?
i dun wan CHICKEN POX..!!!need almost 2 weeks recover sia!!!
cause i knw my gang confirm will damn miss me...LOL..
i shall off 4 sleep le...hope tml nt serious den can go sch as usual thou i dun wish gng..
okays~~~bye!!ppl~nights..have a sweet dream^^

gt this dunid scare mark absent!!!hooraysss~~~

2008-11-11T19:36:00.003+08:00

woke up at 8am ,although i slept at 4 plus.
i think i'll become china panda soon!!
SUCKS!!
y i cant get a good sleep recently...#@#@##@%$#!!!
skip maths n TBP lec again...slack in library wiif abu,jl n cs after had our lunch...
thx 4 listenin to mii!!!LOVE EU GF!
head back home after class...
callin dearest mummy told her abt i gt allergy again!!!
mummy say maybe is chicken pok...HAIS...
damn itchy...whole body was red n a bit swollen...
isit im goin to die soon??
i hope so...LOL...
ihatemylifeeeerightnow....
im in low spirit everday...y?
i also duno the answer...
soyea...i should get good sleep today.
byyeee.

just walk away, don't look back,cos if my heart breaks it's gonna hurt so bad.
you know i'm strong ,but i can't take that.
before it's too late.Oh just walk away...
i've got to let it go.
Start protecting my heart and soul.
cause i don't think i'll survive a goodbye again.
Not again!

2008-11-10T23:28:00.003+08:00

suggest gng to tis ktv bar wif cs!!!LOL

I can’t describe how I’m feeling right now.
Feel like using a foul world but I know it wouldn’t help anyway.
went sch as usual.was rain heavily in the mornin...
lesson was bored but use to it now.
seriously hate my meaningless life!!!
planned shopping spree after class wif cs.
bought 1 dress,laggin,3 pairs of earing...n a voda voda bottle..
yea,shoppin alr cheer me up..
I'm really deprived from the real world. Probably I really need more time to chill out at these places, instead of just studying, slacking, & sticking my faces to the computer..
til den..bye!ppl!

when can i nt bother ur business?
when can i let it go?
when can i nt jealous ?
when can i brace up?
when can i get my big smile tat show frm true heart?
when can i laugh tat behind nt gt tear?
when can forget n forgive?

2008-11-09T23:37:00.004+08:00

finally darin cut my bang....sucks look!!

Days go by,

and yet I never feel anything.

I still count the nights,all of which I am never sleeping.

how can let me focus my studiess???

ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

let it go pls!

i nid slp now!

good-byee..

2008-11-05T20:08:00.006+08:00

CHOCO FLAVOUR...CAN SEEN IT!

I LIKE IT THE MOST!
ohyea..im depressed!!!

i wondered,is it the stress the caused me to think about stuff??
seriously,i felt that LIFE hasn't been treating me well...
life has been so unfair to mee.
Sigh..
also,never depend on anyone .NEVER!

ROAR!%%$@*&#

The lessons were all such a bore too...
psps lesson discussed abt the problem,scenario,blah blah blah....was 2 irritatin at all!
but issac keep sayin many lots of joke!LOLS...cool man...everytime cheer us up!but really lame sia....hahas...jokeman!
anw...nx week nid presentation 4 psps alr...
so set to prepared ppt on fri wif my grp mates..
tml 2pm lesson!!!!wonderful!!!can get sufficient slp!!!
my black eye ring bcome damn jialat....
SIGH~
never gt the good slp tis few days...stomach pain enough to kill me..
nth much happen ...
hence,shall stop here...
SALU(means g-bye ,translate frm french) ppl!!!

2008-11-03T18:31:00.015+08:00

okayy.. this post has a LOT of photos. am too lazy to type out stories so i guess pictures will have to do.

anw...met up my g&s flower gang when head bck to jb...but some of them nv turn up...cox they quite busy recently wif their studies...but nvm...thx lotss!!!especially meiyi...thx sent me the bdae card frm perak!im super TOUCH lols....LOVE EUUU^^ MANGO TANGO FLAVOUR!!!I LYK IT! FUR+DAPH... her nick name is DUA PEK GONG LUR~~~

HAHAX...lols.

peggy mok!i like her bangssss....!!!

mimi eye..LOLS..
busy busy chat wif her lover!!!LOLS...

shall stop all the pic of celebration my bdae~~~yea^^
continues by the siao po chaishia pic lur!!!LOLS...1st time saw she wear dress sia...RAREE!!!...hahax...she say she looks like good mother!!!WTH...hahhas....

2 of us 2 bored so suggest go downstairs of my home take pic....totally siao liao!!!LOLS...

MONDAY~3rd NOV 2008~

went to school as usual...

long time didn't wear contact lens...a bit nt use to it..uncomfortable sia!but

i stil wan to bear it...in fact,i cant wear spec lur!!!duno which type of spec suit me..LOLS...

YEPS,,,....my eye damn dryyy!!!!!OMGGG~~~painpainpainpain!

groupin project n assignment was SUCKS!...irritatin lar~is hard to please everyone.

i tink project week comin soon....SIGH~and there is so much to do le...

the speech, oral presentation slides, finalizing the written report, insights and reflections draft.. then props, finalizing statistics, annex... OMG. i can go on and on. sigh. SIGH~~~

but i swear i'll do better n try my best to do it!!yeps~i wunt drag along u guys tis time^^

should brace up now!jiayou !!off 4 dinner!!!g-bye!!!

memories in my head,exist in different shapes and sizes.

some appear clearer while some remain vague.

some i forgot to remember.

some i remind myself to forget.

some i try to recall beforeeverything starts disappearing.

close your eyes and don't let go of it.

2008-10-31T08:13:00.003+08:00

^@^ HAPPY BIRTHDAy TO ^@^

+meeeeeeee+

2008-10-30T23:41:00.026+08:00

met up my dearest dajie n mr.yoyo after finish lesson...
had STEAMBOAT in bugis ....dun even know wad the shop name sia...LOLS...shall ask my sis nx time!LOLS....was crowded....luckily stil left 3 seats 4 us....so yea...
took some pic as memoriessss...............
ANW,thanks to my dajie n mr.yoyo!!!
thx 4 mr.yoyo----treat me ate steamboat..
xiexie dajie---bought a bdae cake 4 miiiii!!!!

2nd bdae cake!!!yeps!diff flavour..~blueberry^^

wad things inside the tupperware???disgutin sia!

dearest dajie!i call her indian mei oftentimes!...lols

my cakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

WTH~~~mr.yoyo hw to cut it let it be nuo nuo de....hahax

actually we dun knw each other lor...but he lend us lighter so treat him n his frens ate my cake luh!damn kind i am................hehe..

start BBQ-ing...

miiii...mr.yoyo
dajie force him to do tis post 1...LOLS...so pity he was...

CHINA DISHES....sumthin sour n spicy taste...weird weird de...hahas

celebration my bdae!!!!3 of us....smile^^

snap snapppppppppp~~~~~~~ broccoli...duno hw to spell tat veg name!...
blahblahhhhhhhhhhbalhhh...alotsdish..... 1st 18 yrs old cake frm my clique........................

angiee try to peace while stil wan to protect jl"s cake....LOLS

abu+cs+mii+angie+yan^^BFF!!!
wad they try to do???LOLS

8 portion cut by abuuuu!!!

y cs'face so confuse????hahax 5 of uss!!!yeah^^

thanks 4 my clique gave mee a SURPRISE tis mornin!!!
u guys rocks!!!gt cheer me up...since i gt long timeee nv so happy...yeps,,,...XIE XIE!!!
i LOVE EU ,abu,angie,cs,cy n jl....!!!though jl cant celebrate tgt wif us but she oways in my heart!!yeps...MUSHY sia...LOLS...

thanks to ppl----->angie~thx 4 help me celebrate bdae in sch,wishin me through msn^^

----->abu~thx 4 help me celebrate bdae in sch wif gang^^

----->cy~thx 4 help miii celebrate bdae 2,wishin miii through sms-ing^^

----->cs~thx 4 lies me as to help the clique let me gt a surprise,celebrate wif
them tgt,wishin me through msn^^

----->ljy~thx 4 help me celebrate bdae in sch,wishin mee 2 times!sucks idiot
was wrong rmb when my bdae...den dun frgt u owes me present!thx lur!

----->kalipok~thx...

----->ahsian~thx msg me frm msia...LOVE EU...

----->ahhui~thx msg oso!

----->dajie n yoyo~THX lots 4 treat me ate damn nice steamboat n cake!

----->jasmine~thx 4 stil rmb my bdae n wishin me by sms-ing1

----->ong chin meng~thx 4 wishin by sms-ng...but u nt the 1st one..haha...
though u said u wan be the 1st 1~LOLS...

----->my past(ahdui)~thx u stil rmb my bdae n sms me wish me

hapibdae!

----->g&s flower gang~thx 4 the fs comment!

------>all friendster frens~thx 4 gave mii the bdae comment^^

------>meibao&ming fong&llm(panda)&zhi ming~thx 4 wishin!

if anybody i nv mention but gt wishin me b4...sry yea....LOLS...

ANW...THANKS A LOTS PPL!!!!

I'M SO HAPPY TODAY!

HOPE WE ALL STAY HAPPY N ENJOY IN EVERYDAY!!!

i wish~~~my gpa can achive 3.5 in this sem....
~~~can perform the best n standard in every presentation tat comin soon...

~~~my family member,frens,all stay healthy n happiness...

~~~bcome more taller,skinny,fair,,,,pretty?....sweet?yeps....i wish!LOLS...

~~~all ppl tat surrounding miii can fulfill their wishes..

~~~can travel more country especially JAPAN^^

~~~gt more money ....

~~~can meet my MR.RIGHT!

actually gt many wishes but cant 2 greedy....LOLS.....

SO HOPE SOMEDAY I CAN GET ANYTHING I WISH^^

GOODBYE PPL!

NIGHTS!HAVE A SWEET DREAM^^

2008-10-29T20:05:00.013+08:00

i'm here bloggin againn...i am always lookin forward to weekends bcox i can head bck to jbbb!!!
sumore can have a good rest indeed.
so,yea...today went sch as usual...PSPS lesson sucks lar!HATEHATEHATEHATEHATE!!!
grp wif issac,linqiang n yihang...im the only 1 gal in tat grp.so sad...but..they quite amiable.LOLS...so nt really hard to communicate wif them.we think the problem tgt durin tutorial class....issac was a funny guy lorx!he think the problem abt how to prevent long fringe cover frm eye when learnin!SIAO LANG LOR!lols...
aftertat went to TBP lec...but 3 of us decide to skip after 15 min...hoooohoo....shall kick tis habit larx.... the last,angie ,abu n cy stil stay lec hall!shld learn frm them nx time*~*
went to business sch canteen had our lunch!finally ate western at thr...lalla~~~but nt nicer than design sch i tink...
attended cds class as punctual time...drew the things we brough n some frm tutor.so yea,receive my drawin block tat done last week...i gt B+...nt so happy wif tis marks ..but try to do better nx time !+~+
da jie msg me,tml she n her bf,yoyo wan treat me eat steamboat to celebrate my 18 yrs old brdae!!!yeps yeps!!!c you guys tml!^^
til den,,G.Bye.....

finally.....done my drawin...

jl's bottle+my cutie cat+3 more things prepared by co&co tutor

my lunch!!!!design sch more nice i tinkk....jl nv attention i take her pic!woot....LOLS

do eu believe tis is a real n funtional phone??cutess...

randommmm take pic onlyyy....my pinky cutie pig slipper!

its the time to move on....

imisseuerjieeeeee......she oftentimes acc me chat til i slppp....missulotx!

idiot posture luhx!

the pain of memories,they come at the worst times,they keep you on your gaurd,they are your experiences,but only the worst reamin,you old places bad memories,all haunting you,you cant forget that they happend,you never remember wht was good there,the worst stays,a past love will be in your mind all the time,apearing at the worst times,a bad expesience will be remembered,and cause you to close up,you will look for a safe places,but they have memories to,and when your alone thts all you got,your memories,you life,the haunting pressence of how cruel life can be.

2008-10-28T20:10:00.005+08:00

I MISS MY FAMILY!!DADDY!MUMMY!SISTER!!
I MISS THEM LOTXXXX........................
HOPE FRI COMIN SOON....

song--The Day U When Away

Well I wonder
could it be
When I was dreaming about you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy
Call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well heySo much
I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away

So sad but
me there's only
crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Well
much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away

So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away

So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the
day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

When love was knocking on my door,I had to pretend I wasn’t home;that way, I would never be hurt again.I will always regret that decision.

2008-10-27T11:29:00.004+08:00

days spent in jb was truly badly fastttt~~~~OMG!!!!!
i dun want go bck sg studyyy.....so sad...i gt no choice!
yeps....PORT DICKSON trip was suddenly cancel...slack at home on satur....seriously boredom can kill meee...!!!!
went bck pontian on sunday...visit my grandma...uncle n auntie...cousin...ohyea...gald to c them stay healthy n happiness..sososo....CHEER ~~~UP!..
had dinner b4 head bck home...daddy's zhu peng gou you came my house play mahjong overnite sia....really noisy...but i nv disturb by them..continues my dream...hahx..LOLS...
daddy suggest gng to MACAU n HONGKONG durin new year festival...but i gt 4 days hols only...so stil consider luh...hope can gooo!!!yeah~~look forward ba^^
somemore sry to my g&s f gang...cox pangseh them tis few days..im nt purposely nt gng meet ur guys out...thx 4 so youxin wan celebrate my bdae.thx thx thx x100 lotss!!
promise meet up tis satur lar!..LOVE YA...muaxkzz...
take care!

i shall off 4 slp now...
bye

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you.

*~*happyever life*~*

~happyever life~